Que Sera Sera Chapter 17: And You Thought It Was Messy Before

Ariel was drinking. Coffee that is. She only drinks it when she’s depressed. Yes, it gives her a headache, but unlike its effect on most people, coffee makes her tired and sleepy.

The first guy I really like is going out with my friend. That is so cliché it’s funny. I can’t believe I’m this sad just because Joe agreed to go out with Rainie. Why do I like him that much? I don’t want to, it hurts too much…

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“Ok, that’s simple enough.” Mike muttered to himself, squinted at the page in front of him, and frowned.

“Yes, it is simple enough.” Ariel rolled her eyes.

“I don’t get it-“

“I thought you just said you get it.”

“Let me finish will you? I was going to say I don’t get how you can explain this to me and it makes perfect sense, but those professors who are paid to teach can’t.”

“Ok, one, you skip at least a third of the classes in a semester; of course nothing makes sense, and two, the profs aren’t paid to teach, they’re paid to do research.”

“Really?”

“Yes, really. VU’s small, so most of the profs can at least teach a little bit. I heard it’s worse at larger universities.”

“I didn’t know that.”

“Well, now you do.”

“I think we’re ok now. I get it. Thanks Ariel.”

“No problem. I’ll get going then. I have a paper due in a few days that I haven’t even started.”

“How about I take you home?” Mike looked at the clock. “shit, it’s 9:30 already. I think the bus to your house comes by every hour.”

Ariel considered it. She didn’t want to go home by herself. Actually, she didn’t want to go home at all. Going home meant she’ll start thinking about Joe again, and she really didn’t want to. Besides, catching a bus at night in the middle of the winter is a nightmare.

“Why not.”

“Awesome.”

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“So…” Mike started. He didn’t know what to say. The car has been dead silent for the last five minutes at least. It was so awkward!

“So what?” Ariel asked him. She didn’t feel like talking.

“I don’t know Ariel.” Mike said truthfully. “You’re usually the cheery one. Are you ok?”

“I’ll be fine.” Ariel smiled a weak smile.

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing.” Ariel said stony faced.

“Oh.” They fell silent again.

“So, does Rainie have a boyfriend?” Mike asked after a few moment of silence. Rainie’s a safe enough topic. Ariel really enjoys talking about her friends.

Ariel froze, “why do you ask?”

“Um… Uh…” Mike fidgeted. “I’m just curious.”

“Oh. In that case, yes she does.”

“What!” Mike exclaimed. He turned to look at Ariel to check if she was serious.

“Mike watch out!” Ariel pointed at the red light up ahead.

Mike jerked his head back on the road and slammed on the breaks just in time to avoid pummelling into the car in front of him.

The car after them honked.

Ariel sunk back in her seat in relief, “next time, can you keep your eyes on the road as you drive?”

“Sorry,” Mike said sheepishly. “Rainie has a boyfriend?”

“Yeah.” Ariel looked at him and suddenly realized something. “Oh my God, you like her!”

“No- Oh, why am I bothering to lie to you? Yeah, I like her.”

“It’s a good thing she has a boyfriend then.”

“What? Why?” Mike was puzzled.

“Mike my friend; you are a really sucky boyfriend.”

“How would you know?”

“I’ve never seen you with the same girl two weeks in a row. You would go after any pretty girl. It’s a wonder none has been jealous enough to do something crazy.”

“I don’t go after every pretty girl.” Mike said defensively. “So who is he?”

“You mean you actually don’t know?” Ariel asked.

“Am I suppose to?”

“Didn’t Joe tell you?”

“Tell me what?” Then he got it. “Joe? She’s going out with Joe?”

“Yeah. She asked him out yesterday.” The light had turned green, and mike started driving again.

Joe and Rainie? What the fuck. Doesn’t he like Ariel?

“Oh.”

“Yeah. They’re watching a movie right now I think.”

“Oh.” Mike looked angry, but there was a tinge of sadness too.

“Do you really like her?”

“What do you mean ‘really like her’?”

“Are you serious about her? Or is she just one of your one-week girls? Or worse, just a one night stand?” Ariel looked at him carefully.

Mike kept his eyes on the road. “I was serious about her. I guess plans change eh?”

“Yeah.” Ariel shook her head. “Plans definitely change.”

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“So… do you want to come in?” Rainie asked, then winced inwardly.

“I would love to, but I have a paper due tomorrow.” Joe said apologetically, and grimaced a little. This was awkward. Very awkward. They were behaving like teenagers! To make it worse, it appeared as if there is absolutely no chemistry between them.

“This won’t happen again will it?” Rainie asked Joe with a small smile.

Joe was tempted to lie, then realized that it was probably not a good idea. “I don’t think so. I’m sorry Rainie.”

“It’s ok. I don’t think we’re that compatible.”

Joe stayed silent. He didn’t know what to say, so he said nothing. The conversation turned awkward again.

Rainie looked at Joe. “You like Ariel don’t you?”

“What?” Joe was caught off guard.

“You like her, so may I ask why you agreed to go out with me?”

“I…”

“To make her jealous?”

“Not really…” He hesitated. “Partly. But it’s not like she likes me, she’s going out with Mike isn’t she?”

“What?” Rainie raised an eyebrow, “where did you get that idea?”

“Didn’t she agree to go out with him tonight at the Lotus yesterday?”

“No. I don’t think so. She agreed to tutor him in bio tonight.”

“Are you serious?” Joe looked really happy.

“Yes Joe, get really excited about some other girl in front of me.” Rainie said sarcastically.

Joe sobered. “I’m really sorry. I’m being an idiot, can you forgive me?”

“I’ll consider it.” Rainie opened her apartment door. “See you around Joe.”

“Yeah, see you.” Rainie closed the door.

Oh my God! Ariel isn’t going out with Mike. Good job Joe, mess everything up just because you jumped to conclusions. Joe berated himself. I’ll go find her right now. Joe started walking towards Ariel’s basement. It wasn’t very far from Rainie’s house. Wait, wouldn’t it be really weird if I showed up right now? It’s almost 10 o’clock. What if she’s sleeping? Or Miranda’s sleeping? Ariel would kill me if I disturb them. Joe stopped. I can wait a day before confessing. It doesn’t help my case if I confess to her when she wants to kill me. Yeah, I’ll do it tomorrow then.

Turning, he walked in the other direction to get his car.

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Rainie waited for the tears. Getting dumped after the first date with a guy who didn’t even like her hurts.

The tears didn’t come. Rainie was confused. She felt sad, angry, and hurt, but it wasn’t nearly at the magnitude she was expecting. In fact, she felt fine.

Picking up her bag, Rainie started walking to Ariel’s basement. Maybe talking to Ariel about it would help. I won’t tell her Joe likes her though. He should tell her himself.

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“Thanks for the ride Mike.” Ariel said as she got out of his car.

“No problem. Thanks for helping.”

“Hey, you forgot you paid me. I say that gratitude was uncalled for.”

“Yes, get all text-bookie on me now.” Mike hopped out of the car.

The stood on the sidewalk.

“About Joe, don’t worry too much about it.” Mike said.

“What? Who said anything about Joe?” Ariel had her poker face on.

“I know you like him.” He held up his hand when Ariel tried to interject. “I won’t tell him, your secret is safe with me.”

“Thanks mike.”

Mike leaned down to give Ariel a peck in the cheek. Ariel panicked, turned, and kissed Mike right on mouth.

The stared at each other, both too shocked to pull away.

Something dropped, startling Ariel, who jerked away. She looked in the direction of the sound. On the ground, no more than 50 meters away, laid Rainie’s green bag.

“Oh crap.” Ariel swore. She wiped her hand across her mouth, then turned to Mike. “You, stay right there, don’t move!”

“Rainie! Come back!” Ariel started sprinting down the street.

 

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Que Sera Sera Chapter 16: Rising Action

“I’m going to ask him out.” Rainie declared. They were at the Lotus, Ariel was working as usual.

“Who?” Ariel stopped pouring coffee. She had a very bad feeling about this.

“Joe of course.”

“Oh.” Ariel started pouring the coffee again.

“Yeah. You know him well Ariel, what does kind of girls does he like?”

“I, I don’t know.” That’s a good question. What kind of girls does Joe like?

“Oh well, there’s only one way to find out, right? Do you think inviting him to a movie is a good idea?”

“Yeah, that probably is.” Ariel replied a little weakly. What if Joe says yes? Does that mean he likes Rainie? What happens if he says no? Does that mean he likes me? Of course it doesn’t. Jeez Ariel, who are you kidding. Any guy would pick Rainie over you. If she really asks Joe out, you don’t stand a chance.

“Ariel!” Rainie yelled. “Watch the coffee.”

Ariel snapped out of stupor and jerked her hand away just in time to avoid getting scalded by the coffee she was pouring. Unfortunately, even though her hand avoided the hot liquid, the counter wasn’t so lucky.

“Crap,” she swore and grabbed some towels, trying to clean the small mess up with her back to the door and Rainie.

“Ariel!” Mike ran into the coffee shop. He then noticed Rainie sitting there.

“Oh hey there Rainie.” He smiled his most charming smile. No lady could resist it.

Rainie blushed and felt her heart beat faster. Why am I blushing? She berated herself. You like Joe, remember? Joe, not Mike.

“How are you?” Mike asked.

“I’m fine.” Rainie smiled graciously.

Mike felt extremely happy for some strange reason when she smiled. All his worries seemed to have disappeared.

“Mike, I’m quoting you on this, ‘could you two love birds stop flirting?’” Ariel smirked. She finished mopping up the mini spill.

“We’re not flirting.” Mike replied quickly.

Rainie felt disappointed. Weren’t we? She mentally shook her head. Rainie, what are you thinking. Of course Mike wouldn’t flirt with you.

Ariel grabbed a towel and began going around the café wiping down tables.

“I need a favour.” Mike started.

“No!”

“You don’t even know what I want yet.”

“No, I’m not helping you with bio.”

“Please!” Mike begged.

“No, I don’t have time!” Ariel replied. Mike began following her around like a lost puppy.

“Please, just one time! I’ll pay you.”

“Mike,” Ariel turned around to face him. “I can’t. I am working; I don’t have time to tutor you.”

Mike took this chance to give Ariel his signature puppy dog look. “Pretty please. I really need help. If you won’t do it for a friend, then consider this a normal tutoring job, I’ll pay you double of what you would get working here. It’s just once, please.”

“Hey, you’re not playing fair.”

“Please.”

“Fine,” Ariel relented, “but make that triple of what I would get working here.”

“Deal!” Mike jumped up and hugged Ariel.

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Joe was whistling. He was on his way to find Ariel at the Lotus. His mom just invited her to dinner for tomorrow night, and he can’t wait to show her off to his parents. Sure, Ariel wasn’t his girlfriend yet, but he planed on changing that very soon.

Oh, here I am already. Joe looked in through the large windows to check if Ariel’s there. She was. And Mike was hugging her.

What the heck?

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“When?” Ariel gently pushed Mike away and started to walk back to the counter. “Oh, hug me again and I will kick your rear end. I am not one of your bimbo’s.”

Mike ignored her second comment, “Tonight?”

“I’m busy.”

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Joe pushed the door to the Lotus open. What is going on? Ariel is not a touchy feely person, why did she hug Mike?

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“Tomorrow night?” Mike tried again.

“Alright.”

“I’ll pick you up at seven.”

“Ok.”

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Joe walked in to the café.

“I’ll see you tomorrow night!” Mike happily called on his way out the door. He barely noticed Joe. “See you later Rainie.”

Ariel smiled. He is such a kid.

Rainie frowned. Does Mike like Ariel? He seems far too happy just because she agreed to tutor him.

Joe felt weird. Did she just agree to go out with Mike? Why do they both look so happy? They don’t like each other do they? Mike knows I like Ariel… Would he…?

“Hey Joe.” Ariel smiled and put a cup of coffee on the counter. “2 creams, one sugar.”

“Thanks.” Joe’s voice sounded a bit weird even to himself.

“You ok?”

“Yeah.”

“Yeah, I totally believe you.” Ariel said sarcastically. “What’s bugging you?”

“You.” Joe wanted to say, but he stopped himself. If Ariel did agree to go out with Mike, then there’s nothing he can do. Don’t make a fool of yourself Joe.

“Joe?” Rainie asked. Ariel had almost forgotten she was there.

“Yeah?” Joe turned his stool to face her.

This is your chance Rainie. She encouraged herself.

“Do you want to go see a movie tomorrow night? With me?” She said in a rather hesitant voice.

Joe was shocked. He looked at Ariel; she was facing away from him, busily wiping mugs. I don’t like Rainie. Mike likes her. But Mike asked Ariel out when he knew I like her. Why not go out with Rainie? She seems nice enough.

“Sure.” Joe wasn’t looking at Rainie when he answered her. He was looking at Ariel.

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What? Ariel was shocked. He actually agreed. I guess I really was thinking too much. She turned around. He was looking at her. Ariel could feel her heart speeding up. He’s looking at her in a really intense way. They looked at each other for what seemed like an eternity. Why is he looking at me like that?

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Joe looked away first. He didn’t like the question in Ariel’s eyes.

“How does tomorrow at seven sound?” He asked Rainie.

“That sounds great.” Rainie almost squealed. He agreed!

Joe stood up. “I’ll see you tomorrow night then.”

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“Congratulations.” Ariel said to Rainie once Joe left. She felt like she was going to cry and she was jealous, but she wasn’t petty enough to hate Rainie for it.

“Yeah, thanks.” Rainie beamed. She was too happy to notice Ariel’s discomfort.

“I need to use the washroom.” Ariel disappeared, leaving Rainie confused.

 

 

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Hi my dear readers :) This chapter is the beginning of the rising action for the first part of the story. I hope you have enjoyed it so far. To the few of you that have kindly commented, thank you very, very much. It’s great to know people like this story. As usual, please comment, I love comments :D .

Que Sera Sera Chapter 14: Carpe Diem, Cramming, and Carbon

What should I wear? I don’t want to wear something that makes me look like a total geek, but I don’t want to look like I’m trying to impress him. Ariel fretted in front of her mirror. It is a study session for Pete’s sake. We’ve had plenty of those, and I never really felt the need to dress up… But this time, it’s at his house, and its one of those large fancy houses on Marine Drive, so I don’t want to look like a slob. On the other hand, I don’t want Joe to get the wrong ideas if I dress up. Ariel fell on her bed.

“It’s hopeless!”

“Ari?” Mir poked her head into the living room. There basement only have one small closet size room, and Ariel insisted Mira take it. “Are you ok?”

“Yeah,” Ariel groaned from her bed.

“What’s wrong?” Mira flopped down on Ariel’s bed, nearly causing her to fall off, “if you get me up at seven on a Saturday morning, there has better be a good reason.”

Dejectedly, Ariel explained.

Miranda screamed.

“Mira!”

“Oh my gosh! Ariel has her first crush!”

“It is NOT my first crush! I’ve liked over people before.”

“Fine, fine, but it’s your first crush in like the last 3 years, this is a cause for celebration.’

“Why should I celebrate? I can’t like him, since we move around so much. I don’t know when or where we’ll move to next, and we have to ‘disappear’, and I don’t want to go away feeling like a total wreck because of something that wouldn’t work out in the first place.”

“Ari. Come on. Don’t worry about that. Live in the moment. Carpe Diem, remember? I know you; if you like Joe enough to admit it, then you must like him quite a bit, so why not make a move?”

“When have I ever said Carpe Diem? And have you seen Joe? Girls fall over themselves trying to get him to notice them. I’m not gorgeous, I don’t stand a chance.”

“Regardless Ari, give it a try. You are gorgeous, you just don’t know it, and you’re so much more than just a pretty face. I can go on for an hour talking about what you’re good at.”

“Only an hour?” Ariel joked.

“Glad to see you’re humble as usual,” Miranda said sarcastically, “get up, we’re going to doll you up.”

Amid Ariel’s loud protests and many compromises, Miranda accomplished her task.

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“I can’t believe Mira talked me into wearing high heels.” Ariel muttered to herself. “Note to self Ariel, never wear high heels on public transit in the middle of the winter.”

Ariel looked down on her attire. Mira had dressed her in a simple form-hugging white sweater with dark skinny jeans and high heel boots. A silver chunky necklace around her neck completes the look. Because it’s raining, like it always is, Ariel wore her waterproof trench coat on top.

Ariel quickly walked up to the gate and pushed the door bell. Joe’s house is extremely large, and he has one of those electronic door opening systems.

“Ariel?” Joe asked over the intercom.

“Yup, could you open the door? It’s cold.”

The door buzzed and opened, Ariel walked in, and almost groaned out loud when she realized how far the gate is from the house. Clutching her trench coat closer, she carefully walked up to the house’s door. Joe really does have a cool house. From the front, it appeared as though the entire house was made of glass. The window panes are tinted, so people could not see in. The house seemed to have three stories, with the top and bottom layer slightly bigger than the middle, somewhat resembling a sandwich. The roof was domed and also made of glass; Ariel thought she saw plants underneath it. That’s funny Ariel, the only person with a greenhouse on their roof is Nana, and she’s been dead for years. You need to stop hallucinating.

Joe was waiting for Ariel at the font door; he practically pulled her in and slammed the door shut.

“Hey.” Joe smiled.

“Hey yourself.” Ariel smiled back as she took her trench coat and boots off.

“You look good.”

“Are you implying that I normally don’t?” Ariel teased. “Where should I put my coat?”

“In the closet. And you need to stop twisting my words Ari.”

Ariel slipped her coat on a hanger and hanged it up in the over sized closet. “I’m just teasing. You have a very nice house.”

“Thank you. It’s very…”

“Groovy.”

“Groovy?” Joe looked surprised.

“What?”

“You don’t seem the type of person to say the word ‘groovy’.”

Ariel smirked, “you of all people should know not to judge a book by its cover.”

“What’s that suppose to mean?”

“Figure it out.”

Before Joe had a chance to say anything else, Mike called out from the kitchen.

“Could you two love birds get in here?”

Joe blushed.

Ariel almost did. She raised her eye brows at Joe and walked into the kitchen. “Love birds?”

“Yeah.” Mike was sitting around the Island near the middle of the room. “I’m here to study, not watch you two flirt.”

“Really,” Ariel was sceptical, “I don’t think studious is how anyone would describe you.”

Mike grinned, “It isn’t. But at least you two have stopped flirting.”

“Is that how you flirt with girls Mike?” Ariel joked.

“Nope,” Mike grinned. “But that is how Joe flir- ow!”

Joe smiled beatifically and pretended he hasn’t pinched Mike, “can we start?”

Before Mike could get another word in, Joe opened up the accounting book and started talking at lightning speed. Poor Mike had no chance.

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“I give up!” Mike tossed his accounting book in the air.

“Oh come on Mike, it’s really easy, you just do these-“

“Joe,” Ariel interrupted, “I have to agree with Mike. We’ve been studying for too long, and things don’t make sense anymore. Can we take a break?”

“Please?” Mike whined.

“Fine,” Joe leaned back in his chair, “My head is starting to hurt too. Does anyone want more coffee?”

“Yeah,” Mike pushed his mug over, “thanks.”

“Do you have hot chocolate?” Ariel asked.

“Yeah, I do.”

“Thanks.” Ariel pushed her mug over to him.

“Joe?” Mike asked.

“Yeah?” Joe asked while brewing coffee.

“You should show Ariel the greenhouse.”

Ariel’s year perked up, “Greenhouse?”

“Yeah,” Mike answered, “Joe’s got this great greenhouse on his roof. It’s really cool, he’s got all sorts of plants in it.”

“I didn’t figure you to be a gardener Joe.”

“I’m not, my mom is; she really loves that garden.”

“Why?”

“My grandmother’s friend had a greenhouse on their roof. Mom and Dad got married in it, and so when my parents had this house built, Melissa designed on for her.”

“Melissa?” No way.

“My mom’s friend.”

Nana? It can’t be. There are no other greenhouse gardens in the world like Nana’s…

“Can I see it?” Ariel asked.

“Sure, I’ll take you up there.”

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God. It is Nana’s garden… Ariel started to get emotional. No way. How? Nana never mentioned she designed another greenhouse garden. The one at her house was designed by her and put together by her and Granddad, why would she design a second one?

“Ariel?” Joe waved his hand in front of Ariel’s face.

“Yes,” Ariel stopped her daydreaming. “This garden reminds me of the one that my Nana used to have.”

“Really?”

Ariel nodded. “The lady that designed this, she must have really liked your mom.”

“I don’t know about that, but my mom was very fond of her. Mom was an orphan, her parents died when she was very young, and Mom grew up in an orphanage in Kitchener, that’s in Ontario by the way. Melissa was one of the volunteers at the orphanage and she was very kind to my mother. She supported my mother financially for University, which allowed her to get a B.Com. and become an entrepreneur. She has a very successful career.”

“Wow.”

“Yeah, according to Mom, she and Melissa’s son were engaged. Except they were more like siblings, and then they both met people they really love, so that didn’t happen.”

“Really? What was the name of the Melissa’s son?” It can’t be Dad… can it?

“Matthew.”

It is Dad. Wow.

“Why did you ask?”

“Just curious. So how did Melissa feel about your mom marrying someone else?”

“She was a little disappointed, but she really liked my Dad and Uncle Matthew’s wife, so she was happy. They had a double wedding in Melissa’s garden.”

I didn’t know Mom and Dad got married in Nana’s garden….

“Really?”

“Yeah, but then Mom had a fallout with Melissa’s family when I was not even a year old I think. She said it was over something stupid, but Mom’s really stubborn, so she didn’t try to get in contact with Melissa’s family until 5 or 6 years ago. Unfortunately, they moved, so we don’t know where they are anymore.”

“That’s a shame. How do you know this so well?”

“Mom constantly talked to me about it. She feels really bad, and I guess after hearing it so much, I remember it really well.”

“Do you know if your Uncle Matthew had any children?”

“I don’t know. Mom never mentioned any children.”

“Oh.” Ariel sighed in relief. Good, he doesn’t know about me.

“You’re curious.”

“It just sounds like a wonderful story. Both my parents died when Mira and I were young, and we have no other family. So it’s just us.”

“Oh. That sucks.”

“I know. I miss my parents.” Ariel smiled wistfully, then teasingly. “Do you think we should go down stairs before Mike jumps to the wrong conclusion again?”

Joe laughed, but inside he felt a bit disappointed, “That’s probably a good idea.”

Que Sera Sera Chapter 11: Preparations

“Mira, how do you want to celebrate Christmas?” Ariel asked Mira in late November. The sisters were cleaning up after breakfast. Well, Ariel was cleaning, Miranda was daydreaming.

“The usual I guess.”

“Church on Christmas eve, eating a ton of extremely healthy food, going to bed late, waking up early on Christmas morning, having a huge breakfast, and watch movies while gorging on junk food until we both feel sick?”

“Yup. Why are you asking?”

“Just wondering if you want to do something different this year, that’s all.”

“Like what?”

“Like maybe spending time with Josh?”

“I will on Christmas Eve, but Christmas is for family, we’ve had this tradition since we were young.”

“True.” Ariel brightened up considerably when she thought of an idea. “Mira, do you want to invite Josh over for Christmas day?”

“What?” Mira became flustered. “No! Yes! Well… I don’t know.”

“Yes or no?” Ariel rolled her eyes.

“He’ll see me in my PJ’s! Besides, our basement is a bit of a dump.”

“How about we invite him over, we’ll get you some new PJ’s, and you can count it as my Christmas gift to you.” Ariel grinned, “Besides, he’s been here before. Just ask him.”

“Alright.” Miranda sounded dubious, “but he’ll think I’m weird for asking so early. We’ve only gone out for a month, it’s weird if I ask him to do something a month, won’t I seem desperate?”

Ariel rolled her eyes, “jeez, when did you become in indecisive? At any rate, just ask him, if not now, then in a couple of weeks. Where did the strong, ‘not scared of anything’ Miranda go?”

“She fell in love.” Miranda said in an extremely girly voice.

Ariel threw her dish towel at her.

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“Is this seat taken?”

Ariel looked up from her studying and smiled when she realized it was Joe. “Nope.”

“So how’s it going?” He asked.

“Alright. Just trying to study.”

“You’re diligent. I don’t study during the term at all.”

“That’s because you have more time to cram near exam time than I do.”

“Oh yeah, you work.”

“I don’t only work; I am also ‘mommy’ to a teenage girl. Though speaking of work, I need to get going, my shift starts in a couple of minutes.”

“But you said you’d help me with biology!” Joe whined.

“I thought you said you don’t study during the term?” Ariel raised one of her eyebrow.

“I’ve changed my mind.”

“Fine, when do you have time?”

“Now.”

“I don’t.”

“How about a trade, I’ll teach you accounting and you teach me bio.”

“We already have that deal Einstein.”

“I mean at the same time. How about you come to my house next week? Mike, my buddy also needs help with accounting, I’ll grab him, and we can have a giant study session.”

Ariel considered it. “Alright, see you next week.”

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Que Sera Sera Chapter 9: Just for the Record

It’s a rainy day. A cloudy sky with torrents of rain pouring down. Staring out the large windows of the library at VU, Ariel felt a sense of melancholy settling in.

Mira went on her date with Josh yesterday, and Ariel couldn’t help but feel proud of her little sister. Mira looked wonderful for her first date, and Josh is actually quite a sweet guy, he didn’t even complain when Ariel insisted on taking lots of photos of him and Mira before they left. When Mira came back, she was smiling and singing. It seemed like they had a great time, and Ariel felt grateful that Mira is happy.

Yet… I can’t believe I am jealous. I’m jealous that my own sister is happy. I’m crazy. It’s not that I want Mira to be unhappy; I just wish I could have a special some one too. Someone to care about and love me. Is that too much to ask for?

Is it too much to wish that I could let the past go? Let every single thing go. Can I stop living in the shadows? Can I ever live without fear, without hurt, without looking over my shoulder everyday, without having to pretend I’m happy, without hiding who I am? Can I ever break free?

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Joe has been watching Ariel for the past 10 minutes. All she did was stare out the window. Not moving and not speaking. If she wasn’t breathing, Joe wouldn’t even be sure that she was still alive.

Joe debated whether to talk to her or not. What if she’s still mad at me about Friday? Well, there’s only one way to find out.

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“Ariel?”

Ariel turned around and saw Joe. She groaned inwardly. She had hoped to avoid him. But there he was and she can’t very well pretend he doesn’t exist. After all, I still need his help with accounting.

“Hey Joe.” Ariel smiled. “How’s it going?”

“Good.” Joe let out the breath he was holding silently. Ariel was still acting normal.

“How did it go with Tiffany?” Ariel couldn’t resist asking. Real mature Ariel.

“Um… Alright I guess.” What am I suppose to say?

“That’s good.” Ariel smiled. What did you expect him to say? That it went horrible? That he broke up with her? Get real. “So you’re still together?”

“What?” Joe asked a bit befuddled.

Gee Ariel, great question. Way to go, interrogate him about his girlfriend. That’s really smart. Ariel thought sarcastically. “Never mind.”

Does Ariel think Tiff is my girlfriend? Is she jealous? “Tiff’s not my girlfriend.”

Ariel raised an eyebrow, “oh? Then why did she claim she was?”

“I don’t know. She likes me I guess.”

“You think?” Ariel asked sarcastically. They’re not together! Wait, why am I happy about that?

Joe looked a bit sheepish. “I guess.” Does Ariel look a bit happier now? I think she was jealous. Wait, why am I glad that she was jealous?

“Alright, I bet you’re not here to chit chat with me. Let me guess, it starts with a b and ends with an -ology, and has something to do with you failing a class?”

Joe looked even more sheepish, “how’d you guess?”

Ariel snorted in a very unladylike way, “Let’s get started, or we’ll be here all day.”

Que Sera Sera Chapter 5: Unexpected and Hanging

“Damn!” Ariel threw her books on the table in the library. She smiled apologetically at the other patrons of the library, and flopped down on the table. I am so going to fail this midterm tomorrow…

“You need some help?” A rather familiar voice asked.

Ariel looked up and then flopped down on the table again. Great, a superficial idiot just offered to teach me.

“I’m bad at accounting you know.” Joe read her mind. “And judging by your rather sullen countenance, I’m pretty sure I can help you.”

Ariel sat up again, “did you just say ‘sullen countenance?’”

Joe looked confused. “Yes I did.”

Ok, so he’s not a complete idiot. “Alright, teach me what you know.”

Joe smiled, “what don’t you get?”

He has a nice smile. Ariel thought almost subconsciously. “A lot. I don’t understand accounting in general, and since I missed two weeks near the beginning of the term…”

Joe shook his head, “looks like we’re going to be here for a while.”

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“So how did you do?” Joe asked Ariel over coffee at a coffee house near the university. It was Friday, and Ariel has just finished her gruelling, tiring, and confusing accounting midterm.

Ariel frowned, “I think I passed.”

Joe raised his eyebrow. “You don’t seem too happy about that.”

“I don’t like to just pass.” Ariel shrugged. “I like doing well in my classes, but with accounting…”

“Hey, we’ve all got classes where we feel like that. I mean, I get accounting perfectly fine, but when it comes to biology…” Joe made a face. “I’m just glad I only have to take a couple science courses.”

“Hey, if you need help.” Ariel offered.

Joe’s face lit up, “really?”

“Why not? I don’t find bio all that challenging, though admittedly, I’m glad I don’t have to take many science courses either.”

“Thanks a lot.”

“No problem.” Ariel paused. “Thanks.”

“For?”

“For helping me with accounting. I don’t think I would have passed this midterm without you.”

“Hey, it was my pleasure, it helped me study too.”

Ariel smile and Joe felt his heart flutter. What is wrong with me?

“Do you want to go see a movie sometimes?” Joe asked impulsively.

“What?” Ariel looked shocked.

Why the heck did I ask that? She’s a nerdy kid-

Before either of them had a chance to say anything else, a high pitched voice shrieked, “Joe? Is that you?”